Carbon
Could I reignite the flame
that once burned brightly between us
I would not.
I would never again
wish life
into those darkened ashes
I do not pray any longer
to see them stir up
consuming all I now have
with their hunger
to catch fire
one more time before it all ends
I do not long to feel your fingertips
laced with the fire in your heart
tangle into mine
because you see
I do not care
for the blisters you leave behind.
I would not
if given the chance
douse all you were in gasoline
all we had in kerosene
and drop a match
into the middle of it all
with the hope that
we would burn as brightly
as we once did.
I would not give you
any moment
any chance at all
to spark back to life in my eyes.
I do not care
for the scars you leave behind.
It would be naïve to think
that I could reanimate the corpse
of all we once held
above the world
Naïve to think
that it would ever be the same
I burned those bridges
with not a single glance backwards
and at once felt
the fires that ravaged
my heart and soul
lose their heat
and quell the pain you left with me
So no
I would not
could not
and never would
if given the chance
even the fleeting moment
reignite the flame that once
burned so brightly
between us
Because you see
I don’t care for the blisters
you left behind.
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Wow, great job Joji. This is deeply inspiring and powerful.
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this poem is the exact way i feel about matt lol.
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This is so beautifully worded, Joji.
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