yup. wearing a skirt today. its way too hot out to...
The most painful state of being is remembering the future, particularly the one...– Soren Kierkegaard (via flesh-of-burning-love)
cosmic-rayven replied to your post: madziontist replied to your post: I have a… actually, darling joji. That is a form of self harm. And it would be appreciated if you would Trigger warn post like that. Some people (my self included) find that encouraging. ah. well since it never breaks skin, doesnt leave a mark and is akin to literally scratching an itch, i still dont see it. mind you, i...
madziontist replied to your post: I have a strange compulsion now and again to push sharp objects into the palm of my right hand, and only in one spot. its been this way for over a decade… i wonder why… hey darlin’, could you trigger warn for self-harm next time you post these things? thank you considering this has nothing to do with self harm… it seems kind of...
I have a strange compulsion now and again to push...
I got bored of tumblr so I opened up a new tab and went to tumblr
Every Time I Put My Dreadies In
12.00 AM: I think I'll put some dreads in, I haven't worn any in a couple weeks
12.30 AM: Well I've got a few in, it's a start
1.30 AM: I think it's about time I take a break
1.40 AM: MUST GET THESE DONE
2.30 AM: I hate hair
2.31 AM: There's no point in stopping now, it'll take twice as long to take them out as it will to finish them
3.00 AM: WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF
3.30 AM: Welp, that's it. I am going to be putting this set of dreads in forever
3.31 AM: Is 20 too young to start writing out a will
3.32 AM: Maybe if I put on a song that isn't so angry/melancholy
3.33 AM: FUCKING ELASTICS BREAKING SNAPPING AGAINST MY FINGERS I HATE EVERYTHING
3.45 AM: If I spend the rest of my life doing this at least I will be put to rest with cool hair
4.00 AM: That's it I'm done I AM NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN
Next week: Repeat